突然想起你
笑容不见了
不知道是失望还是遗憾
如果从不认识
那就不会有回忆
原来我放不开
看到那种冷眼的态度
心也寒了
你我不再有对话
想起来其实很讽刺
以为我可以不闻不问
其实，我做不到
只能远远的看着
向朋友打听关于你
而不敢再向前走，甚至打招呼...
我很累
却走不开
或许时间再久些
我们的距离是更遥远的
但，唯一不变，就是我曾经深爱过你
虽然那次以后不再联络，但我还是依然的想着你
已经3各月了，时间过得好快
曾经我们是那么疯狂，
如今， 我们都陌生了...
Monday, June 22, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
如果放肆生活，我们该多好
如果放肆真的能快乐，那我们就放肆到底=）
这是写给你的
没什么，就突然想写。
第一天认识是个缘，但往往`缘` 会作弄人的命运吧
认识你的第一天，给我的印象就是你是个坏蛋，哈哈
总是和人打架那类型的，所以我不是很喜欢
之后我们没联络了。
一年后的一天，我们重逢了
你变了好多
记得在mcd，4个人那么废的聊搞笑的，都亏你啊。哈哈
之后我们拥有相同的兴趣
结果慢慢的联络
很奇妙的`缘`吧
记得我们也曾怀疑过对方，
但，那只是个误会=）
记得`爱转角`吗？
那是我们再次成为打死离不开的好朋友
其实你不用说，
我都知道你最近心情很不好，压力又大，
对不起我帮不到什么
只能陪你多一点，聊多点心事的过时间
撞球可能能帮你解压吧？
那我一有空，一定下去陪你打
=)
别再颓废下去，好吗？
记得明天会更好！
不开心时，我会做最好的聆听者，虽然我不会安慰
但，我是真心想你开心
想再看到以前的你
我看不到真正开心的你，
也看的很清，你不是真正的快乐
但，我希望我这朋友，会让你快乐，真的！！！=）
没什么，就突然想写。
第一天认识是个缘，但往往`缘` 会作弄人的命运吧
认识你的第一天，给我的印象就是你是个坏蛋，哈哈
总是和人打架那类型的，所以我不是很喜欢
之后我们没联络了。
一年后的一天，我们重逢了
你变了好多
记得在mcd，4个人那么废的聊搞笑的，都亏你啊。哈哈
之后我们拥有相同的兴趣
结果慢慢的联络
很奇妙的`缘`吧
记得我们也曾怀疑过对方，
但，那只是个误会=）
记得`爱转角`吗？
那是我们再次成为打死离不开的好朋友
其实你不用说，
我都知道你最近心情很不好，压力又大，
对不起我帮不到什么
只能陪你多一点，聊多点心事的过时间
撞球可能能帮你解压吧？
那我一有空，一定下去陪你打
=)
别再颓废下去，好吗？
记得明天会更好！
不开心时，我会做最好的聆听者，虽然我不会安慰
但，我是真心想你开心
想再看到以前的你
我看不到真正开心的你，
也看的很清，你不是真正的快乐
但，我希望我这朋友，会让你快乐，真的！！！=）
我们的命运，是否会改变？
10年后，还是保持这样吗？
可能你以后去了台湾，一切都会变
可能我们，就那样的生疏了吧？
其实舍不得你去那么远，但
那是前途，我也希望你成功啊...
所以，成功也肯定会牺牲某些东西的吧？
朋友，永远的朋友
heart frenz...
who are my frenz
首先，祝你生日快乐虽然你看不到(bell)
今天下去，感觉不对
以前那种brother的感情，不在了
你有了他们，毕竟你们相处时间比较长
我，算什么？
朋友对我来说很重要
但，我对你们来说，好像不算什么
真的心痛，不想多说
到底我和杰得罪你们什么？
这样每天看脸色，真的很累，也很反感
我也希望把我门认识的第一年，第一次庆祝生日我会给你惊喜
但，我做不到，对不起
这种感情，很疏远
以为情人才会这样，原来不是...
去公园坐坐，吃生日蛋糕，
奇怪的是我竟然不想喝酒
我对烟酒反感了。
不想那样颓废下去
我做工也越来越博了=）
今天做工心情奇怪特别的好。
希望每一天都会这样。
那些不联络了的，那就当作过去好了，也不想耗下去，
既然不曾珍惜，那我何必强求...
relax for life....
u`re the `1st in my frenz list....JAS...
我不知道还能相信谁,原来我不信任人...
今天下去，感觉不对
以前那种brother的感情，不在了
你有了他们，毕竟你们相处时间比较长
我，算什么？
朋友对我来说很重要
但，我对你们来说，好像不算什么
真的心痛，不想多说
到底我和杰得罪你们什么？
这样每天看脸色，真的很累，也很反感
我也希望把我门认识的第一年，第一次庆祝生日我会给你惊喜
但，我做不到，对不起
这种感情，很疏远
以为情人才会这样，原来不是...
去公园坐坐，吃生日蛋糕，
奇怪的是我竟然不想喝酒
我对烟酒反感了。
不想那样颓废下去
我做工也越来越博了=）
今天做工心情奇怪特别的好。
希望每一天都会这样。
那些不联络了的，那就当作过去好了，也不想耗下去，
既然不曾珍惜，那我何必强求...
relax for life....
u`re the `1st in my frenz list....JAS...
我不知道还能相信谁,原来我不信任人...
Thursday, June 18, 2009
你和她，我的无份
睡不着的夜晚，真的很辛苦，没人懂。
那种感觉回来了
其实现在很好，但还是会觉得寂寞难耐
我真的没有想什么
只是突然的同时的想起你和她，心真的沉了下去
`缘和份`
都是骗人的东西
找不到，也不想找...
让这种情形，颓废下去...
泪，也继续下去...
那种感觉回来了
其实现在很好，但还是会觉得寂寞难耐
我真的没有想什么
只是突然的同时的想起你和她，心真的沉了下去
`缘和份`
都是骗人的东西
找不到，也不想找...
让这种情形，颓废下去...
泪，也继续下去...
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
对你，又爱又恨
today went to klang again...
actually wan to watch`monster vs alien`
but before move off from shop...
let a fucker bla bla bla till half n hour n i just keep silence
6pm going bck home to change clothes thn 7pm reach cuz it`s traffic jams..im hate it...
we go for `love corner` take dinner...
boss still remember me...^^
we eat chicken chop...delicious wat...=p
cuz damn hungry n im 50kg now...shit....
cuz recently moody mah....then keep eat eat n eat....swt....like never eat before....==''
god...im rili have to control my meal !!!><''
n then dou dou come to meet us lo...chit chat like 38 po...kakaka
play card lo...then count our future wat de....
quite nice...
then jas jas wash out the pict n gv me ler^^
our picture tat day we took at JJ...
lazy to upload ...swt....
rili my good buddy...=p
n then after dinner going to snooker at Amazon.
1st time going there...
erm...actually the table ma ma dei oni lo...
play few round n then play with the uncle...
weeeeee....win ler....=p
today got form....
kaka....
12am going bck....
when im driving...
thking wat the stupid dou dou talk jz now....
jas mention about J, n then the Tb oso at `love corner`
sudly mood is going down...
but after tat is alright...
recall the memory,is rili sweet...
altot gt distance,but evyday i fns work,im sure will go meet her...
go shoping....
slep tgt...
1st time she hold my hand...kiss my face....hug my tight n ask me don go...
watever memory...sudly on my mind....
i rili regret....
maybe she dy forget those memory n treat it nth....
but,this maybe is my last hope....thk it when im lone....
still remember she call me bai chi, or qin ai de....
is rili....
make me smile....with true heart....
i tot this all is nt important on my life...
but it`s not....those memory wont gone from my mind forever.....
im not brave to find her anymore........
actually wan to watch`monster vs alien`
but before move off from shop...
let a fucker bla bla bla till half n hour n i just keep silence
6pm going bck home to change clothes thn 7pm reach cuz it`s traffic jams..im hate it...
we go for `love corner` take dinner...
boss still remember me...^^
we eat chicken chop...delicious wat...=p
cuz damn hungry n im 50kg now...shit....
cuz recently moody mah....then keep eat eat n eat....swt....like never eat before....==''
god...im rili have to control my meal !!!><''
n then dou dou come to meet us lo...chit chat like 38 po...kakaka
play card lo...then count our future wat de....
quite nice...
then jas jas wash out the pict n gv me ler^^
our picture tat day we took at JJ...
lazy to upload ...swt....
rili my good buddy...=p
n then after dinner going to snooker at Amazon.
1st time going there...
erm...actually the table ma ma dei oni lo...
play few round n then play with the uncle...
weeeeee....win ler....=p
today got form....
kaka....
12am going bck....
when im driving...
thking wat the stupid dou dou talk jz now....
jas mention about J, n then the Tb oso at `love corner`
sudly mood is going down...
but after tat is alright...
recall the memory,is rili sweet...
altot gt distance,but evyday i fns work,im sure will go meet her...
go shoping....
slep tgt...
1st time she hold my hand...kiss my face....hug my tight n ask me don go...
watever memory...sudly on my mind....
i rili regret....
maybe she dy forget those memory n treat it nth....
but,this maybe is my last hope....thk it when im lone....
still remember she call me bai chi, or qin ai de....
is rili....
make me smile....with true heart....
i tot this all is nt important on my life...
but it`s not....those memory wont gone from my mind forever.....
im not brave to find her anymore........
Monday, June 15, 2009
J.....sudly those memory is remind me....
life issit boredom like now?
meaningless...
everyday the same things im doing...
suck...
fine...
when the begin i try to trust ppl,i dy hurt by nothing
tat y i not willing to trust...
include the best frenz...
frenz is for sell out?
i heard this kinda shit things by anyone since im a kids...
i dun believe it...
now,im totally realise it ...
even the lover oso...
love?
in my life seem never appear except my family...
quite tired with life...
sometimes tot it is the right one, but actually not...
evy frenz ask me the same quetion, y i change target so fast...
issit is i change?
i pain inside nobody noe...
i like her since tat time,
but, i noe she never love me n quite disappointed with me...since i hurt myself n write suck things at the blog...
8ct i write tat cuz i feel she`re so fake...
but i noe im wrg dy...when she`re scolded im suck...
i knw she totally hate me...
i duno tat T got wat so attract u...
she do so many things to hurt u,y u still love her deeply?
i duno wat happen on u now,maybe u wan to gv up such relation, but i noe u still love her...
u make eurself busy busy n busy...
i noe it....
i noe sometimes tat u feel lone...
i cant do anythins....
cuz , im reli nth for u anymore....i noe u just wish she r beside u forever...
i tot i can gv up...but,i duno wat im thking...
recently i miss those memory ...is sweet but is hurt....
u sure will thk im talking bull shit now...
wat im say u will thk is suck things....
n u will feel im fake...
but, i hav to explain...
i still the 白痴milo....
n u always is the bing gan...
n evythings dy wont happen on us anymore...
even we meet, maybe the situation will be silent again........
J......
meaningless...
everyday the same things im doing...
suck...
fine...
when the begin i try to trust ppl,i dy hurt by nothing
tat y i not willing to trust...
include the best frenz...
frenz is for sell out?
i heard this kinda shit things by anyone since im a kids...
i dun believe it...
now,im totally realise it ...
even the lover oso...
love?
in my life seem never appear except my family...
quite tired with life...
sometimes tot it is the right one, but actually not...
evy frenz ask me the same quetion, y i change target so fast...
issit is i change?
i pain inside nobody noe...
i like her since tat time,
but, i noe she never love me n quite disappointed with me...since i hurt myself n write suck things at the blog...
8ct i write tat cuz i feel she`re so fake...
but i noe im wrg dy...when she`re scolded im suck...
i knw she totally hate me...
i duno tat T got wat so attract u...
she do so many things to hurt u,y u still love her deeply?
i duno wat happen on u now,maybe u wan to gv up such relation, but i noe u still love her...
u make eurself busy busy n busy...
i noe it....
i noe sometimes tat u feel lone...
i cant do anythins....
cuz , im reli nth for u anymore....i noe u just wish she r beside u forever...
i tot i can gv up...but,i duno wat im thking...
recently i miss those memory ...is sweet but is hurt....
u sure will thk im talking bull shit now...
wat im say u will thk is suck things....
n u will feel im fake...
but, i hav to explain...
i still the 白痴milo....
n u always is the bing gan...
n evythings dy wont happen on us anymore...
even we meet, maybe the situation will be silent again........
J......
超级疯狂的星期天！
星期天晚上是我最轻松的一天
4个人的疯狂的夜晚
ling,angnes和 我9点多上吧生
载了jas后就到jj看戏
看11点的（17 again)
不错的电影
男主角很帅咯><''
很炸吧
哈哈
看完大概1点
觉得时间很早，刚好ling的朋友说在barcelona
然后我们每个突然心血来潮的！
就冲上了barcelona
都很疯狂的感觉
突然决定clubing蛮刺激的
haha
只花了10分钟左右就抵达了
我们很想疯狂的跳舞
但它的音乐让我们high不起！！><''
不过到后来蛮high的因为喝了酒
被放了药
害我汗流到好像在下雨，全身无力！！
.><''
还好jas帮我顶了一杯，她酒量好能顶嘛~！
厉害><''
之后我们认识了朋友的朋友
indian guy来得
哈哈
他懂9个语言
我们就和他聊到蛮搞笑的
大概3点4点就回了
5点到家！！
哈哈！！
星期1休息
奇景的事今天店铺没开哦
爸爸说久久一次哇~~
呵呵
不错的一天啦！
我啊，现在生活开始的回到原点了
有点无聊颓废
没了方向...
只想找个对的人，轰轰烈烈的谈一场恋爱呗！
=p
4个人的疯狂的夜晚
ling,angnes和 我9点多上吧生
载了jas后就到jj看戏
看11点的（17 again)
不错的电影
男主角很帅咯><''
很炸吧
哈哈
看完大概1点
觉得时间很早，刚好ling的朋友说在barcelona
然后我们每个突然心血来潮的！
就冲上了barcelona
都很疯狂的感觉
突然决定clubing蛮刺激的
haha
只花了10分钟左右就抵达了
我们很想疯狂的跳舞
但它的音乐让我们high不起！！><''
不过到后来蛮high的因为喝了酒
被放了药
害我汗流到好像在下雨，全身无力！！
.><''
还好jas帮我顶了一杯，她酒量好能顶嘛~！
厉害><''
之后我们认识了朋友的朋友
indian guy来得
哈哈
他懂9个语言
我们就和他聊到蛮搞笑的
大概3点4点就回了
5点到家！！
哈哈！！
星期1休息
奇景的事今天店铺没开哦
爸爸说久久一次哇~~
呵呵
不错的一天啦！
我啊，现在生活开始的回到原点了
有点无聊颓废
没了方向...
只想找个对的人，轰轰烈烈的谈一场恋爱呗！
=p
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